hearing things i have been told my whole life
and so confused
is this really the way i come across to you?
i am the example i hate
the perfect example of a hidden life
"i cant talk to her, you just dont go up and talk to girls like that"
but why not?
you have no idea i'm more l like you on the inside that i will ever be like them on the outside
you might never see...
... but i found a drug
to replicate the way i felt in your wake
even if it made my body numb to all else they way you did
it still didn't fill up my head like an old pool and make me swim how you did
its you that i'm p.u.s.h.ing for
more than one of you actually
holding on spinning in my head
its been so long since i've worn this face
maybe its the loss of warm weather that brings it
i had lost these worry lines so long before the summer sun hit junes moon