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    Wednesday, December 17, 2008

    dear Bedussy, im the anthem for what you've become

    and i want it so bad
    i'd shoot the sunshine right into my veins

    here is my anthem: detoxjusttoretox

    and this is my story:
    You can only blame your problems on the world for so long
    Before it all becomes the same old song
    As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town

    im running in a circle
    in and out of hospitals
    all those white walls look the same these days
    im screaming because i feel nothing
    but when i do it comes from the pit
    and makes me shudder
    i'd never whimpered before you
    balled up on the ground
    small and shaking
    in a dark corner
    like the last letter you wrote to her
    that you balled up and tossed behind you because you couldnt get the words just right
    but i get it now.
    you never wanted to.
    you never wanted to let go.
    im just a ploy,
    like perfect boys.
    no body wants to hear you sing about tragedy

    1 comment:

    Sam Ash said...

    i wanna scream i love you from the top of my lungs.
    <3 that song.