risky business-

you're not who i once thought you were.
just because we're not friends doesn't mean i don't care.
your elaborations and weaving of lies push me away,
not someone else
its not even a question of what ou do anymore
its a question of where did you go
who is your person anymore
you absolutely disgust me
you are an embarrassment evenwhen im not with you


take your own words back,
swallow them along with your pride
let it sit
and fester

things have changed for me...

june08
when she speaks it makes me grind my teeth
shallow is as shallow does
some people never change
wou're as fake as the moansyou make
and its so hard to do ans so easy to say
but sometimes- sometimes
you just have to walk away- walk away and head for the door

or in your case...head for a fence with the grill of your car
maybe that will teach you
because god couldnt
i couldnt
death couldnt
im not sure what will

sometimes the anti-venom is the poison its self

if you thought i would be kind about this,
you've never been more wrong
admit onething.
that you are always wrong.
hold it in, push it out.
writhe
shiver
cry

realize.