Greetings from 6AM!
getting ready for a tour of marquette.
[only because its right next to the rave!]
Late night, early morning again.
I was just thinking about things.
How you can't change people,
how i hope my life just doesn't turn into whats on a computer screen,
college,
my best friends,
what i am getting myself into
and what i already have gotten myself into.
hm.
ponder. ponder.
so yes, thats all for now, ill be back later with...more updates?
ha, to all ofyou that read this.
I love you and you're amazing.
cause you care to know whats up.
horray to you.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Call Me!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I'm Casually Obsessed, I am indifferent yet.
I'm every cliche, but i simply do it best
[i love the juxtaposition of this, its my favorite]
OK, so LEGIT. is now in my vocab. I'm obsessed with it, I'm not sure why. and the Hanna Beth/Jac Vanek Brutal Bracelets. god i love them.
Late night. early morning.
Last night was so...not me? I'm not sure. What i did wasn't me, i vowed against it...although i only slightly veered off course.
today i ran errands and bought school supplies for under privileged kids
charity work does make you feel better!
and spent time with an old friend.
its funny how some people will always know you inside and out.
it made me realized either i haven't changed since i was 7,
or Em just understands me too well.
today was the first day of cheer leading clinic, where i work.
an 11 year old said BOSS NASTY to me...pardon me?!
and all the 8th graders who think they are too hot for it just roll their eyes at me.
i hate bad attitudes.
i have a bad attitude.
im a hypocrite. at least i know it.
Missing my friends=[
erk, twinnys, jessers.
Heard from my "sister" today.
she is my other half, and i treat her like my little sister.
She is in Arizona in reform school right now after a pretty bad episode last fall.
Shes had a hard time, and i pray for her all the time.
Today, she got to come home for a week and sent me a text telling me i was her strength when everyone else backed out, she loved me very much, and i keep her going, and when she is down she thinks of when i came to visit in CA and we spent an awesome day at the beach, not caring about anything just having a good time
and how hard we laughed when we both became lobsters at the end of the day
it was that kind of little kid thing where you dont care and are silly.
People do not just dish out things like that to me everyday, she makes me thankful for who i have in my life.
something i want to leave you with today, is count your blessings, i know its so cliche, but honestly, look at what you have in life. and dont over look anything and especially anyone.
i know i don't =]
Monday, August 4, 2008
you'll always be my thunder
went through a tornado and sevre thunder storms today.
Crazy!
i have to say i'm hating how im just getting further and further away from warped tour...2 days ago now? I'll never let go of that day.
And last night i fell a little bit harder.
a little bit faster.
a little bit more.
damnit.
well not much to say today.
except that miley cyrus is EVERYWHERE.
she was made into a pen, on my graham crackers this morning, in the grocery store, on TV, in magazines
all i have to say is get away from me!
she is 15 and has more money than my entire line of family ever will PUT TOGETHER.
i hope she puts it to good use.
ahh lolla, i missed you so much this year. but i cheated on you with warped tour. and im [sorta] sorry.
Crazy!
i have to say i'm hating how im just getting further and further away from warped tour...2 days ago now? I'll never let go of that day.
And last night i fell a little bit harder.
a little bit faster.
a little bit more.
damnit.
well not much to say today.
except that miley cyrus is EVERYWHERE.
she was made into a pen, on my graham crackers this morning, in the grocery store, on TV, in magazines
all i have to say is get away from me!
she is 15 and has more money than my entire line of family ever will PUT TOGETHER.
i hope she puts it to good use.
ahh lolla, i missed you so much this year. but i cheated on you with warped tour. and im [sorta] sorry.
and when it rains...
...on this side of town it touches everything.
its raining.
and im still so happy about warped.
talking to a new friend who i keep oddly running into around town.
thats never happened before!
he stopped and talked to us at the carnival, stopped us at oberweis, and stopped us at warped tour. how odd.
last night i had an amazing convorsation with 2 people.
both who have changed me
a bestfriend
and someone who i have been aching for lately, i think about him all the time, and if were not talking, i miss him, no matter the time frame
oh man, its been so long since ive felt this way.
on another note, jess told me this song was about me and an old friend. i totally agree. it fits perfectly, Happy Birthday, you're finally 13...oh i mean 19.
a story to tell your friends
Don't go away again
i want to be more than a phone call at 4AM
seems like every time you come back home
its just to steal my heart and leave
don't go away again, i want to be more than a story to tell your friends
seems like every time you come back home
its just to make me fall again
on a different note, here is something for all of you, rides to the airport are never boring:
Here. Where all the highways converge
bringing us all to the same places...eventually
we can meet along the way
somewhere in the middle where our lines crossed
even though they have before, its how we all came together in the first place
just all in the right place at the right time
just right and perfect for falling in love
i found myself caught in the middle of a lucky number,
falling in love 7 different ways
...speaking of love...shout out to my boys of summer.
love love love
its raining.
and im still so happy about warped.
talking to a new friend who i keep oddly running into around town.
thats never happened before!
he stopped and talked to us at the carnival, stopped us at oberweis, and stopped us at warped tour. how odd.
last night i had an amazing convorsation with 2 people.
both who have changed me
a bestfriend
and someone who i have been aching for lately, i think about him all the time, and if were not talking, i miss him, no matter the time frame
oh man, its been so long since ive felt this way.
on another note, jess told me this song was about me and an old friend. i totally agree. it fits perfectly, Happy Birthday, you're finally 13...oh i mean 19.
a story to tell your friends
Don't go away again
i want to be more than a phone call at 4AM
seems like every time you come back home
its just to steal my heart and leave
don't go away again, i want to be more than a story to tell your friends
seems like every time you come back home
its just to make me fall again
on a different note, here is something for all of you, rides to the airport are never boring:
Here. Where all the highways converge
bringing us all to the same places...eventually
we can meet along the way
somewhere in the middle where our lines crossed
even though they have before, its how we all came together in the first place
just all in the right place at the right time
just right and perfect for falling in love
i found myself caught in the middle of a lucky number,
falling in love 7 different ways
shh just go with it.
...speaking of love...shout out to my boys of summer.
love love love
Sunday, August 3, 2008
broke. beat. bruised. blistered. burnt= worth it.
Another year of warped is over.
What an incredible day meeting incredible people, spent with my favorite friends.
Props to Dan and Jess: Never thought i would meet kids who could keep up with me, doing stuff no matter what, stealing, taking new things in, spending about 18 hours talking about nothing but straight music. you both are amazing, and i wouldn't have traded yesterday with you guys for anything (not even alex gaskarth...ok, well maybe. nahhhh)
7am- up and ready to go
815am- pick up jess after a quick hair fiasco
9am- the reaction to arriving at warped tour was as expected. Screaming bloody murder for 10 minutes straight, then laughing until i couldn't breathe, screaming some more, and almost crying. We parked a mile away, no joke and walked and walked sampling all the music that the parked cars along the highway were playing, and talking to some people then finally lining up
10am- line moves into the grounds, we take a survey, get a sweet guitar pick
1105am- we GO INNN!!! we look at the schuedule, go see *cobra* and find DANNO!
1145am- time to pwn. Yes, thats exactly what my team did. We hit pretty much every tent and covered everything we wanted to.
12-3pm- this was a very busy time that all kind of blurs up. We got all our merch we wanted to (minus dans BANK! necklace =[)we got our Jac Vanek bracelets,( im obsessed) we saw Sisky ( i think i had heart palpatations and i dont understnad how i actually held a convorsation with him last year at the mall), Travie, Mayday Parade, Family FOrce 5 and Danny from the Audizzle walking around. Met a new friend keith who i keep oddly running into, saw Richie and Mike, hung with the Frantic and the DIMMeN (will<3 and craig), picketed for The Frantic, State and Madison, and Danger Is My Middle Name. Then me and jess split with dan, and while he had the most amazing time ever, we hung with Brett, picketed some more, stood by Nate Novarro, and went to go see Shwayze. When we met back up with dan he looked the way a kid looked after a harsh crowd at warped. He had this look of being beat up, with the glint of something amazing in his eye. I knew that he had just been through a tough crowd after seeing his favorite band. Kids that do that amaze me, i can't even fully discribe it all.
520 pm- we go to see william and the DIMMeN...i havent seen them since january, they are incredible
545pm- State and Madison for a bit, then to Family Force 5, more tearing up and then over to watch a bit of Katy Perry
6pm- Bring me the Horizon, ok so i ve never been much of a fan of screamo/deathcore metal, whatever you want to call it. But i watched this band, and i was stunned. This little odd British man who screamed his lungs out, who watched out for his crowd, and making a WALL OF DEATH. He amazed me, it was absolutely nuts. Props to him, i love him. haha
7pm- 3OH!3, the best crowd energy i have felt in a long time. Those boys did an incredible performance, and their music was just pumping through everyone, getting them off their feet and blowing everyone away. I danced and danced and danced. Me and jess and dan were going crazy jumping on the seats, almost falling off, and not giving a damn. After it was done me and jess just turn to eachother and scream THAT WAS AWESOMEE!!!
730pm- after leaving 3OH!3 i really didn;t care what we did. but on the way out, ATL was doing a signing, and jess and I waved to Alex Gaskarth, and got a personal greeting back. WOO!
8pm- time for All Time Low, and Say Anything featuring the singers from: Every Time I Die, Relient K, Motion City Soundtrack, Amberlin and maybe one more? Because Max Bemis was sick. Then we ran into William again, and we said our goodbyes. oh lord how i love him. And we talked to Brett and Kyle for a bit too, and JOHNNY MINARDI! adkfjhadfh ahhhhh.
By 9 we were out and on the treck home, stopped at Taco bell to eat.
On the way home we just talked about stuff, all things having to do with Music.
went to jess's seperated our stuff, and just like that...its over. ONLY 364 days left!!!!!!!
What an incredible day meeting incredible people, spent with my favorite friends.
Props to Dan and Jess: Never thought i would meet kids who could keep up with me, doing stuff no matter what, stealing, taking new things in, spending about 18 hours talking about nothing but straight music. you both are amazing, and i wouldn't have traded yesterday with you guys for anything (not even alex gaskarth...ok, well maybe. nahhhh)
to you both- to those who dont stop: we will never sleep, sleep is for the weak, we will never rest, till we're all fuckin dead
7am- up and ready to go
815am- pick up jess after a quick hair fiasco
9am- the reaction to arriving at warped tour was as expected. Screaming bloody murder for 10 minutes straight, then laughing until i couldn't breathe, screaming some more, and almost crying. We parked a mile away, no joke and walked and walked sampling all the music that the parked cars along the highway were playing, and talking to some people then finally lining up
10am- line moves into the grounds, we take a survey, get a sweet guitar pick
1105am- we GO INNN!!! we look at the schuedule, go see *cobra* and find DANNO!
1145am- time to pwn. Yes, thats exactly what my team did. We hit pretty much every tent and covered everything we wanted to.
12-3pm- this was a very busy time that all kind of blurs up. We got all our merch we wanted to (minus dans BANK! necklace =[)we got our Jac Vanek bracelets,( im obsessed) we saw Sisky ( i think i had heart palpatations and i dont understnad how i actually held a convorsation with him last year at the mall), Travie, Mayday Parade, Family FOrce 5 and Danny from the Audizzle walking around. Met a new friend keith who i keep oddly running into, saw Richie and Mike, hung with the Frantic and the DIMMeN (will<3 and craig), picketed for The Frantic, State and Madison, and Danger Is My Middle Name. Then me and jess split with dan, and while he had the most amazing time ever, we hung with Brett, picketed some more, stood by Nate Novarro, and went to go see Shwayze. When we met back up with dan he looked the way a kid looked after a harsh crowd at warped. He had this look of being beat up, with the glint of something amazing in his eye. I knew that he had just been through a tough crowd after seeing his favorite band. Kids that do that amaze me, i can't even fully discribe it all.
520 pm- we go to see william and the DIMMeN...i havent seen them since january, they are incredible
545pm- State and Madison for a bit, then to Family Force 5, more tearing up and then over to watch a bit of Katy Perry
6pm- Bring me the Horizon, ok so i ve never been much of a fan of screamo/deathcore metal, whatever you want to call it. But i watched this band, and i was stunned. This little odd British man who screamed his lungs out, who watched out for his crowd, and making a WALL OF DEATH. He amazed me, it was absolutely nuts. Props to him, i love him. haha
7pm- 3OH!3, the best crowd energy i have felt in a long time. Those boys did an incredible performance, and their music was just pumping through everyone, getting them off their feet and blowing everyone away. I danced and danced and danced. Me and jess and dan were going crazy jumping on the seats, almost falling off, and not giving a damn. After it was done me and jess just turn to eachother and scream THAT WAS AWESOMEE!!!
730pm- after leaving 3OH!3 i really didn;t care what we did. but on the way out, ATL was doing a signing, and jess and I waved to Alex Gaskarth, and got a personal greeting back. WOO!
8pm- time for All Time Low, and Say Anything featuring the singers from: Every Time I Die, Relient K, Motion City Soundtrack, Amberlin and maybe one more? Because Max Bemis was sick. Then we ran into William again, and we said our goodbyes. oh lord how i love him. And we talked to Brett and Kyle for a bit too, and JOHNNY MINARDI! adkfjhadfh ahhhhh.
By 9 we were out and on the treck home, stopped at Taco bell to eat.
On the way home we just talked about stuff, all things having to do with Music.
went to jess's seperated our stuff, and just like that...its over. ONLY 364 days left!!!!!!!
Friday, August 1, 2008
When You Wish Upon A Star
i saw 5 shooting stars yesterday.
I wished for all of you.
I was up at my friends lake house and got nice and tannytan.
Met some cool kids.
Came home back into stress... broken phone, packing for warped[more to come later] and unpacking, getting gas, map questing, and writing letters. SHEESH!
I read your blogs.
I fall in love with you all everytime i read them.
I love looking into your heads.
Today, i got my way.
I made my friends cry.
No no, not in a bad way.
Someone had previously been very cruel to me.
I lost 2 good friends because this girl took over, and made them change and hate me for no reason.
They both realized this, how i had been treated, and how they had said nothing out of fear.
They realized how they had treated me, and felt sorry.
I never asked for this, i just got it. What comes around goes around.
I missed my fam<3.
Its funny how i cant stand a day without talking to them.
in different ways, they all complete me.
lucky seven
so tomorrow....is warped tour.
holy fucking shit.
i've been excited since i walked out of the gates last year.
and now its finally here.
it doesnt seem real.
Warped isn't just one big concert.
It's a community coming together to do something they all live for.
to see what brings us all together: music, and everything thats tied to it.
the fashion, the people, the fans, the instruments.
Its everything we stand for in one place, being who we are without judgement.
Its love for sureee.
well im going with my two favorite people EVER.
this is everythign we have been waiting for.
this is it.
its like were going to the moon, all prepared and trained in what to do in certain situations,
EXCEPT BETTER.
and can't wait to see all my little friendys there too.
I've got the perfect team. and were gunna fucking pwn Warped.
I wished for all of you.
I was up at my friends lake house and got nice and tannytan.
Met some cool kids.
Came home back into stress... broken phone, packing for warped[more to come later] and unpacking, getting gas, map questing, and writing letters. SHEESH!
I read your blogs.
I fall in love with you all everytime i read them.
I love looking into your heads.
Today, i got my way.
I made my friends cry.
No no, not in a bad way.
Someone had previously been very cruel to me.
I lost 2 good friends because this girl took over, and made them change and hate me for no reason.
They both realized this, how i had been treated, and how they had said nothing out of fear.
They realized how they had treated me, and felt sorry.
I never asked for this, i just got it. What comes around goes around.
I missed my fam<3.
Its funny how i cant stand a day without talking to them.
in different ways, they all complete me.
lucky seven
so tomorrow....is warped tour.
holy fucking shit.
i've been excited since i walked out of the gates last year.
and now its finally here.
it doesnt seem real.
Im going to go completely cliche right now:
Warped isn't just one big concert.
It's a community coming together to do something they all live for.
to see what brings us all together: music, and everything thats tied to it.
the fashion, the people, the fans, the instruments.
Its everything we stand for in one place, being who we are without judgement.
Its love for sureee.
well im going with my two favorite people EVER.
this is everythign we have been waiting for.
this is it.
its like were going to the moon, all prepared and trained in what to do in certain situations,
EXCEPT BETTER.
and can't wait to see all my little friendys there too.
I've got the perfect team. and were gunna fucking pwn Warped.
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